Why hello there, Writer!

Wow, so it has been a while. Since October in fact.

I think I haven't really felt the urge to blog since then. I certainly never wanted to push a post out, or to feel obliged and just ring it in.

But I'm feeling the urge now. In part it's my old friend procrasti-writing. Writing a blog rather than an essay. It is also more than that though, it's a writing workout because the words aren't coming to me as easy as they have been over the last six months. I need a jolt. Or some tight construing.

It occurs to me as I'm writing this that I am much more comfortable with Uni, and writing in general. I have accepted that sometimes my 'process' means that I sit looking at the screen, do some half hearted exercise or even clean the house. It all forms part of what makes me my time of writer.

I would absolutely love it if the writing came easy every single time but it doesn't. The most startling thing is although I still overthink it I am doing it much less. Or much smarter, with more understanding.

What a great place to be. Which in itself is a good thing. I have been applying for jobs for next year. (Eek, I hope to graduate this year, one semester early!) I'm starting to feel work ready, and I understand that even being work ready I'm still in the learning role. 

Being in the learning role is AMAZING, and exciting. It means that I'm still growing, gaining skill, getting better.

I can't wait.